Mom LifeI had this dream once. My strong willed toddler woke up and the entire day there wasn’t a single tear shed. It was a totally awesome dream. Unfortunately, most days that dream is a far cry from reality. Raising a spirited toddler isn’t that easy.
Most days you probably see me walking from my car to the house carrying a toddler under my arm like a sausage. Can you visualize it? Toddler under one arm. Three bags of groceries in the other. He’s crying.
You’re not going to believe this, but he’s mad that I won’t let him drive the car. Yep, he’s two going on 30, and he wants to drive. He wants to sit in the driver’s seat and turn the wheel, turn on the wipers, beep the horn and flash the lights.
It’s kind of adorable unless you have somewhere to be on time, of course.
Or unless random men start yelling at you for letting your kid play with the lights because “he’s going to break something, and he’s going to cause your battery to die.” Yeah. Thanks random dude. Moms never think of that stuff.
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In addition to carrying around a crying toddler (over driving of all things!), you probably saw me in the elevator with him too. He was laying on the elevator floor sobbing his little eyes out. In case you’re wondering, he’s still upset over not being able to drive.
I’m sure you can imagine what I was thinking. I thought about how embarrassing it was to have a toddler throwing an epic meltdown in public. I thought about how everyone was looking at me, wondering what in the world possessed this child to throw such a temper tantrum.
The days of raising a spirited toddler.
These are the days I pray that onlookers don’t think I’m the world’s worst mom. I pray they know that I empathize with my toddler’s very big emotions more than anyone. I pray they know I really am trying here.
Raising a spirited toddler will do that to you—encourage you to pray. Encourage you to try harder. And motivate you to empathize. Parenting a spirited toddler forces you to see things through the eyes of a little boy who just wants to be like mommy. A little boy who just wants to live life like a free spirit.
He wants to climb on the counter.
Throw food in the air.
Pee on the floor.
Eat a little bit of dirt every once and a while.
You know, the good stuff?
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Most days.
Most days a raising spirited child will test your patience to no end. You will do all the right things: Convey empathy and patience, use positive parenting, offer choices yet firm consequences, limit screen time, play intentionally and so much more.
Some days are tough though. You do all the right things, and still there are temper tantrums and epic meltdowns. Most of course are reserved only for moments in public when everyone is watching you. The grocery store. The bank. You know, places where lot of people are watching?
Those are the days you become a resilient mom. When you become more patient than you ever imagined. You quietly pick up your toddler, empathizing with his desire to buy candy and what not…
“Believe me. I really wish we could buy candy right now too buddy. It’s hard.”
The whole time you’re secretly thinking, mommy could really use some candy right now. Seriously, just one bite of a king size Snickers would really help. Yeah, I’ve so been there. More times than I wish actually.
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But here’s the thing…
You can do all the right things, parent like a champ, channel your mommy warrior and be the best that you can be, and your toddler still will only listen some of the time. Your strong willed child still will behave imperfectly and throw bedtime tantrums sometimes because that is what toddlers do. They are learning and testing to understand the world. They have big emotions because when life is new, everything is a big deal.
It’s normal.
It’s normal.
Really, it’s normal.
Stay strong, mama.
Today my spirited toddler and I are going to come home from running errands. Today again he will want to sit in the front seat, ‘start’ the car, and push all the fun buttons. He will want to do all the fun stuff that mommy does.
And today I’m going to let him.
He’s going to be the happiest kid in the world for 10 minutes while he turns the radio on and off, ‘drives’ the steering wheel, flashes the lights, and turns the wipers on. Some random guy is probably going to yell at me, and I’m going to tell him to go away and be quiet.
And when it’s time to go inside my sweet, sweet spirited child going to scream his little head off. I’m going to carry him inside like a sausage under my arm with three bags of groceries my other hand, and people are going to stare and watch. He will probably cry in the elevator too. It’s okay.
Because that is what raising a spirited toddler is like sometimes.
Toddlers cry.
And moms help them pick up the pieces and carry them home.
I read this blog and was literally laughing out loud. My toddler is four now and he was introduced to all the cool parts of the car about a year ago, when daddy was cleaning it out after I had given birth to our second child on the way to the hospital IN THE CAR. That’s a whole different story, but the point is that my four year old just loves spending time in the car playing with the steering wheel, blinkers, horn, locks, etc. You name it, he wants to play with it. Just recently, he discovered that the back window of his dad’s car went down like the rest of the passenger windows. Well, the back window went down until the motor died from putting it up and down so much. Sorry, dad! The reality is that he’s having fun, but what I dread is what will happen to his temperament when I tell him time is up. Sometimes, he has an all out meltdown and I am also the mom carrying the child like a sausage. He’s one heavy sausage, too! Other times, he handles the news like a champ and comes right inside. Typically, he responds well to the timer on my cell phone. Once it goes off (and, trust me, I give him plenty of notice), I let him turn it off and carry my phone inside. I quickly redirect him to something new and all is calm, most of the time! 🙂
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Oh wow! Birth in the car! I’ll have to read that one! Thanks so much for reaching out. I’d love to read your blog. Cheers to the moms of sausages 🙂
Lauren
I loved reading this today. My two year old has big emotions, everyone knows when she is upset, excited, sad, worried, etc. At a small restaurant today, I left her with my sister to take my eldest to the bathroom. When we returned to the table, my two year old screamed at the top of her lungs with glee. Literally the entire restaurant looked our way in shock. No one knew why she was screaming, except for me. I could read the thoughts of those around me- what did that mom do?! Can’t that mom contain her child? I received some glares, some disapproving looks, even some comments from some who said “it’s ok” as if she was screaming from discontent. I empathized with her, acknowledging her happiness and told her I was happy to see her too. Now just have to get her to understand what an inside voice is:) lol.
This is great! I realized how wise my daughter is when, working in child care, she noted, “It’s hard being two.” Absolutely! We often to forget to look at the world through their eyes.
Funny I should read this tonight. My 19 month old is very strong willed and independent, and at the moment anything, or nothing, can set her off into a tantrum, and in those cases nothing will settle her.
Tonight we were having dinner in a burger place, full of kids (it being a school findraiser), and she had one of her tantrums as soon as we sat her down. The man sitting next to us had the audacity to tell me and my husband to pick her up and stop her crying. She had been crying literally 60 seconds. And in cases like this she will currently get worse if we try to cuddle her etc. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. But he was a parent too – he had his two teenage kids sitting with him. We’re they so perfect they never had an outburst at that age? Or did he just never let them leave the house? One thing that made me feel slightly better was an employee coming up and saying he couldn’t believe what the man had said to us.
You are right, sometimes it is hard and you must try do the best you can, but other people can make it so much harder.
I’m so sorry that happened to you. Life with a toddler is always an adventure and outsiders sometimes lack empathy and understanding. It sounds like you are doing all the right things. Hang in there!
My grand baby (2) had one of those epic fits in Olive Garden tonight. yay! not. so I took her out, and she rolls on the sidewalk like a gator, screaming her lungs out. People who have or had kids, look at me sympathetically, while teens and young adults look at us horrified. After 25 agonizingly long minutes, she shed her final tear, got up, and calmly walked inside and ate her dinner. whew! Then we went potty, she threw away her diaper, and Mommy had not brought a new one! oops! Rush her out before she flashes any more people!
Oh my. Life with toddlers is always an adventure! Thanks for sharing your story.
I am a grandmother raising my two grandsons, my four year old is very strong willed he wants to do everything for his self he wants to run around the store not get in the cart ,he is too big for that ! then he wants to go into the mens bathroom by him self , I take him into the womens and he will throw a fit hen he will get down and look under doors very very emberacing , I even take my seven year old into the bathroom with me he trys to help me with his brother but he is so hard to control when he wants something he gets so mad and screams like you are hurting him when all I am doing is trying to stop him , he was bad when he was two but he is really gotten worse senice he went to school, it is like they have taught him to be too indapindent he is only four and he thinks he is old enough to do everything by him self . I just want to keep him indapindent but yet I need to keep him safe . My husband gets very emberaced when he throws his fits he will drop everything and take him out of the store, restron, ect and go home . I put up with him all the time he works a lot so he only with him on weekends . I have learned to try and ditract him with letting him telling me what is on the list of things we need or I will bring snacks with us to keep him busy with . so don’t feel bad about your two year old things will get better and just take a deep breath and ask God to give you the strangth to get through the day .
I 100 percent agree that things will get better! Great advice.
Oh yes, I can relate. I have a 7 yr old girl who since birth lived life large and loud, and a 4yr old boy who is just getting to the peak of his emotional rollercoaster. And going shopping is always an adventure, More times than I can remember, I have people tell me that my life must never be boring, Not only are their distraught moments epic, but their happy ones too, so I will have the trolley with the two children giggling / singing / engaging with their imaginary friends at the top of their lungs. Or wailing / hiding under the check out counter / sobbing while being carried out of stores.
And it develops character, I have more patience now than I even dreamed was possible. And I’m sure God is going to give me the opportunity to develop a whole bunch more when the teens hit. But I make sure to giggle with the good times, and let my galloping dinosaur / soaring plane carry the tissues out of the store not matter the odd stares as it is those moments that make life fun and lighten the load.
Haha. Yes times one million!
Oh man! I can so relate! I feel so despondent some days – my son wants everything his way. I am trying to teach him that he can’t always do everything one day (and someday he will need to submit his will to Gods Will). But for now, patience is everything! He will be a great great leader one day – I just wish he would realise that he it won’t be today! not yet at 3 years old! :- )
So true! I like this line, “These are the days I pray that onlookers don’t think I’m the world’s worst mom. I pray they know that I empathize with my toddler’s very big emotions more than anyone. I pray they know I really am trying here.” This is exactly what I feel every time my son would throw tantrums in public… 🙁
Thanks Laura!
You are so welcome! Thank you for reading!